I miss him. I miss the giddy feelings, the happiness, the feeling like I was in a wonderful dream. And even more I miss feeling like reality was way better than my dreams.
But what were we, really? It was an infatuation phase. Still, I think with that much infatuation, we could have learned more about each other, we could've had something solid. The second time around was a bit hard for me, being so paranoid, and look... Now it's over. Again. Now we're 'friends'. It's hard for me, it really is. He means so much to me. When I have a problem, he just listens and listens. It was the right thing to do. But it hurts. It really does. I have doubt of us becoming more anytime soon, but maybe one day. When the time is actually right. The time is always bad. But honestly if this is going to happen again, I want it to be right. And at this time it's too soon for it to be right. I can only just hope for the best. But I thank God that he is in my life at all.
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