Sunday, June 17, 2007

This is Me

One of my best quotes is "You Bring out the Part of me That you Most Despise" And I like it, because it's true. I'm a very sweet, loving, and caring girl, very hyper when i'm on Mountain Dew, and very low when I can't get outside. My anger drives me to rebellion, stealing, and Vandalism. I have a side to me that certain ingrates despise. Yet it's the very side that they bring out in me. That's when I turn from Entity to Skitzo. I'll have a potty mouth, cause a scene, and I won't hold back or bite my tongue at all. I won't give seven thousand flying fucks about it, either. That's probably not the way to go, but that's just me. If you don't like that side, then don't drive me to that point. It's that simple. Love me, or Leave me alone; if you don't like me, pretend I don't exist. It costs you nothing to ignore me.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Ch-Ch-Ch- Changes

Aside from cutting my hair, I should've updated you on my crush. Now I'm very picky, so when i like someone, you KNOW they must be all of that.
This boy is HOTT. And still ADORABLE. Which is a big big bonus. I don't fall for guys the way I'm falling for this one and so far all we've had is innocent eye contact, and sometimes massive eye sex. But that's pretty much it.
Oh, also, I was looking at my pictures and I discovered something new. See... I HATE my nose, but it photographs really well. Cool.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Entity Smokes - Whispering.Oaks - I'm Not the Girl You Used to Know

Entity Smokes is the new me.
But who is the new me? What does the 'new me' consist of? New hair? New clothes? New taste in music? A new style? Is it a physical thing? A mental thing? A personality thing? All of the above? What does 'New me' mean?
That I find my place, perhaps, and work on things to better myself. But where do I belong? How can I Find my place if I can't even find myself? What does this mean for my friends? Will they be harmed by this? What happens next?
Who's got the answers? Does it lie within myself? Where do I go? What do I do? And what happens next for me?